December 2011
8 posts
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Its not always about you...
i say whats on my mind. always. it is possible to be happy and sad, to love and hate, to be up and down at the same time. most people have mood swings. most people dont try and understand why they feel the way they feel. i dont know that i want to try and understand. i just want to say it. i say whats on my mind. its nothing personal its what goes through my head at times. i try to shut it...
Dec 31st
dear pandora
i fuckin love you.  hard.  your name, your layout, your choice of songs. you rock when i need it.  you block when i hate.  you say what i need to say.  and if you piss me off, i just give you a thumbs down.  and we are back to being ourselves.  its like you know me.  some sort of genome project working in the background to provide a better glimpse into the soul of society.  cause most people...
Dec 31st
hmmmm
it is around 1 pm on nye and i have no idea what i am getting myself into.  am i really gonna take the moment every time a random thought crosses my mind to stop and post it on tumblr?  i laid in bed last night half awake and half asleep, but always dreaming of what my next post would be.  i have what the drs call a little bit of ocd.  or an addictive personality.  im not sure… i really...
Dec 31st
so here i was googlin'...
seriously.  anything.  a-ny-thing.  i am prolly the only guy who can sit here, in the same browser session, with a nudie site in one window and a wikipedia article of the american bison in the other.  and have it NOT be fucked up… because lets face it, i love me a good nudie site and american bison intrigue me.  anyways… i was googlin’ random shit.  and in my infinite wisdom, i...
Dec 31st
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WTF, man...
who the fuck wakes up and craves bob evans. bob-fuckin-evans. evidently i do. its gonna be a long fuckin day
Dec 31st
so
I want to be 100% honest, but can i really be? I just changed my settings so people cant search for me by email. On the off chance i dont want someone seeing what i post. Is this fucked up… i guess theres nothing wrong with being honest or being cautious.
Dec 31st
Still cant sleep
fuckin adhd. this is what happens. i get something in my head and i cant fucking stop… i wanted an outlet so i could say what i think. then i laid here thinking how fucked up it is to want to say whats on my mind all the time. ive come to the conclusion im gonna stick with this. 100% honesty, right? ok, here goes… im not sure ive stuck with anything 100% in my life. not a...
Dec 31st
English, Muthafucka!
New Years Eve, 2011 3:43 in the morning… long ways to go before 2012 gets here. And what am i doing? Im laying here in bed dreading the next 20+ hours. I dont need another year like ive had. But to be reminded, im gonna blog. Ive never blogged before. Sure, ive entertained on facebook or at the bar… ive used my own material, stolen others, merged facts and blurred fiction. ...
Dec 31st